which is
burn-the-tapes for those who dont know
im just kinda coming here for a few minutes so that someone knows this i guess? like a specific someone who isnt going to read this because she hates me or something i guess also i just need to talk
1). you (you'll know who you are, if you read this.) were abusive. you were abusive. you were abusive. you were manipulative, a liar, you kept secrets from me in our private conversations to my fucking face. you make me want to scream and scream and keep everyone i love away from you because i couldnt stand it if you manipulated them because
god, i was such an idiot but ITS WASNT MY FAULT you liar.
2). i am a boy. i am a boy. i am a boy. i am a fucking boy. i am not asexual. i am not demisexual. i am not gray-asexual. fuck you for assuming my sexuality just because i never expressed attraction towards anyone. you CANNOT assume someone's gender/sexuality/romantic orientation by how they act and look. fuck you.
3). you're ableist, using the r-slur and trivializing mental illness. fuck off.
4). you fucked me up.